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secretstalker @ 2008-06-19T20:11:00

2008-06-20T02:55:55Z

i JUST finished an amazing painting....
i'm sooooo stoked.

you have no idea.
photo soon.

like....minutes from now maybe.

schooooooool

2007-08-08T23:55:07Z

i'm done with d-bott...
as i have been for a little over a month.

but he wont stop callin me now.
what the hell?

he's not a bad person,
but i just cant have him in my life right now.

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one more day of school........
please dont let me fuck up.....

thank god.

2007-07-09T02:49:28Z

so something really cool is happening right now.
its building, and i hope it doesnt break.

i'm gonna let him know that theres someone else
some one great.

this weekend/week has been insanity, yet completely and utterly amazing.

i met the coolest guy last week....
and he met me.
now we meet up with eachother
and chill at beaches and talk.

or go to gay bars, lol.

went out to seattle with Leon, Erin, Carl and Will last night.
i had SO MUCH fun.
specially when we all fell asleep on the ferry
and had to be woken up by the crew...
and we were the last ones on it.

<3

just in case....

2007-06-19T00:01:00Z

if you havent given me your address and you want to go to my final senior art show
or even just want a postcard...

SEND ME YOUR GODDAMN ADDRESS!!!!

i only got 100 of em, so gimme your address!!

so far i have-
Joe
Leah
Teresa and Wes
Leah
Ashley and Adam
Jenny D
Sharron and Jeremy
Adam Tandy
Muchael
and Steph

it wont force you to go, so why dont you spend 3 seconds writing me a message.

Also, if you sent me your address on myspace...i cant find it.
please try again, now.....

<3

heeerrrree

2007-05-02T21:26:21Z

whatever

2007-05-01T01:33:23Z

went to school today a half hour late.
learned more today in one class than i ever did in that class with troy.
but not cause he's a bad teacher.
just cause i payed attention and took hella notes.
makes me proud.
now i'm hella ready for school.

YEAH!!!

went and chilled with megz, ali and brooke last weekend.
we had an amazing time.
i really love those girls.
really really really.

yeeeeah.

cant wait to chill again!!!

art show on friday, everyone HAS to go if you can.
derby skate date on friday night 11:30pm to 1:30am
18+
i have tickets, 7 bucks a piece or pay at the door.
its gonna be RAD.
COME WITH ME!!!!

this morning

2007-04-05T19:39:57Z

i woke up at like 6:30 and had to force myself back to sleep.
it was rediculous.

i still felt like shit this morning.
in class, i felt even worse, then i took some dayquil.
its the first time i've ever had it.
and it made me sooooo out of it.
i'm still kinda outa it.

but then nathine gave me a back massage
and after that....i felt sooooo much better.
my head stopped hurting as much and i didnt feel totally out of it.
i wasnt falling asleep anymore.

its so weird.

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i may be talking to you again.
i dont know.
i'm trying really hard this time.
and youre not making it easy.
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i have a crush on you.
we'll see what happens.

<3

2007-03-28T23:17:21Z

loooove

2006-09-22T23:57:20Z

i love my family. they make me laugh.

<3

nadines work

2006-01-10T07:53:19Z

Nadine Hammad
January 10, 2005
Philosophy/ AM class
Essay 1: Get into your car slowly

I have learned to enjoy traffic lights and just can’t wait for the next traffic jam. Actually, I can. Get into my car slowly, eh? Take time to feel the resistance of the heavy Mercedes door. Smile as I hear the creak of the door opening. Listen, Listen. This wonderful sound of my Mercedes opening. God I’m glad I can get into my car through the driver side door. YES! While slowly inching myself into the seat I feel the leather seat compact to hold my fat ass. I cheated here- quickly adjusting my seat because I can’t stand uncomfortable folds. I’m trying my hardest not to think- the more I try not to think the more I think. I’m a pretty rebellious person. I sit in the car and slowly snail my hands towards the ignition. Once the key is in the ignition I start the car and immediately get back on track. I’m all about inner piece but I really want to meditate on a cigarette while I cruise down highway 305. Inner piece is smoking a delicious cigarette. Wow, inner piece is really on my mind right now. Or is it cigarettes? Anyways, I found the reading to be very uplifting. This monk seems to be pretty happy with life. He even likes doing the dishes! But he’s probably not a college student so he can take the time to indulge in some kitchen chores. I’d love to kick it with this guy, if I was really high on some hallucinogen. Otherwise he’d probably just piss me off. Someday I hope to be able to learn to take time with things like he claims in his book when I get older. Once I graduate college I really want to be able to make the small moments last because supposedly it’s all downhill from twenty-five. I think I’m going to go eat some ramen noodles. That is definitely something I can see myself being able to focus on. I’ll turn the TV off- not like I have cable.

today is my sad day

2005-10-10T07:15:30Z

its the day where i get to be sad all i want, with my friends of course.

i've cried, i've laughed, i've had in depth talks, and i've just chilled more intensly than i ever have before. i'm so happy with today.

eric, erynn and hannah are my saviors. i love you guys.

seriously.

i've needed this and you guys have helped me a lot.

love you kids

btw, thanks aaron kain and pete you helped too

once again

2005-09-02T12:58:36Z

i'm making another post about how my lj is friends only.

yeah....i know occassionally theres a post or 2...or 3 that are public. but they are usually from my drunk friends trying to make me look like an ass or stupid. i keep them....due to them be memories, and memories only. haha.

so if you wanna be my friend, comment here....i'm not saying i will notice for awhile, seeing as i usually dont check these posts often. but also add me to your friends, i usually will see that and figure out who you are and add you back.if i dont know you, just gimme a good reason, such as, you think i'm pretty(haha), you just think i look cool(haha) or anything else. btw, if you love art as much as i do, thats an automatic friends add.

thats is all.

thank god

2005-07-28T09:06:46Z

adam helped me with a lot of my homework

now all i have to worry about is the test and getting up and to school ON TIME

otherwise

i fail

secretstalker @ 2005-05-03T18:48:00

2005-05-04T01:50:57Z

secretstalker @ 2005-04-22T18:54:00

2005-04-23T01:55:40Z

gee i suppose i shouldnt leave my livejournal logged on while i leave or i may say stuff like paul is the coolest person in the world!

secretstalker @ 2005-04-21T21:16:00

2005-04-22T04:17:24Z

OH MAH GAWD IM PLAYIN KINGS, IM GETTN DRUUUUUNK YAHYAHYAH PEEKNUCKLE DECK//?? WHAT THE FUCK BRANDON?!??!?!?!

APRIL'S BIRFDAAY, HAPPPP BIRFDEY SLUTTTTTT!!@#$%^#%$#%#

im watching pecker.

for those of you still mourning like me

2005-03-15T23:38:59Z

if any of you need anything, even someone to just talk to, i'm here for you, i've been able to be strong for many people in the past few days, and i'm very thankful for those of you who were there for me. i love you all, no matter what

if any of you need somewhere to go, my appartments always open, no matter if its a school night for me, or anything, even if i'm not there, feel free to sleep in my room on my bed, i want you all to feel ok, and i know sometimes you just need a place to go to cry or do what you need to do.

if anyone needs anything, call me

(253)278-5597

fyi

2005-03-14T18:59:17Z

eric is doing great. so many people have gone to visit him. he has had a very very hard time dealing with everything going on, but if everyone just shows him that you really truly care, he will more than likely feel a lot better.

there were a few concerns of the doctors, a possible break in his backbone, minor fractures, internal bleeding from the seatbelt, massive bruising, and some cuts and scraps along the way. it turns out, his back is perfectly fine, the internal bleeding has stopped and as for the bruising and cuts, they are healing well.

before we know it, eric will be back with us. anyone who really wants to should go visit him, call me if you need anymore info on whats going on, i know a lot, but i dont know everything.

to my so called "friends"

2004-11-15T01:45:05Z

if you have just realized that i dont have you on my friends list anymore....it means i dont trust you. I let my journal become friends only cause they were the only ones i trusted with my thoughts. BUT, if for some reason, you have been removed, then you must have ruined the trust, if not, and your just not on my friends list to begin with, then comment and i'll change that.

This is MY journal. Its for the eyes of the people i want to see it. Thanks for fucking up, have a nice day.

fuck lj!

2004-10-07T07:44:42Z

i made a huge ass post......lj ephed up.....gist of it-
-i'm at aya's
-aya took pics of me
-we went to sanrio
-she got a job
-i got paper
-we ate
-we may move in together next semester or so
-so may nadine
-i cant stop thinking about my life
-i miss a certain guy....
-or 2 of them
-i'm pathetic
-aya made me a cd
-i'm listening to thursday
-i really wanna go shopping agian
-i have offically given up being "punk", i'll dress however i wanna dress...cause i really like bright colors and pink even......

love you all......BITCHES AND HOES.....

friends only

2004-08-09T18:51:58Z

i know i've said this before....but i made my journal friends only, i'm just too damn lazy to go back and change ALL of my entries. maybe i should just start a new journal? no....i like this one. so if you wanna be one of my bitches, you have to comment so i know.....aight? bitches and hoes....

today is the greatest

2004-07-03T10:46:53Z

just got home from an interesting night with hannah, tiffany, naomi, doug, suzye and eric. we were gonna go to western state and tiff and suz were gonna get drunk,and i was gonna climb through a hole to look at a urinal, but there ended up bein po po's in the area. it was sad. i wonder if nick had a good time at the party he went to?....

last nights campfire was so awesome.

we ended up at titlow for a few hours then went right back to shari's and i ordered potato skins....but forgot bacon was on them.....so i sent them back and they came back with a lil bacon on them.....it was a sad day.

i love hangin out with those kids. i really miss working with naomi too......aaawwww

THIS IS ME

2004-06-28T06:52:16Z

Take the quiz: "Serial Killer Quiz"

Adolf Hitler
A mass murdering fuckhead, and a vegatarian painter.

weekend

2004-06-14T22:08:01Z

denne....your a bitch. if you ever come in close contact with me....or call me again....i will murder you.

my life this weekend has been awesome and vindictive at the same time. i need my life to pick itself up again. i failed art. but i didnt need it anyways.

next few months with be awesome.

$500 in savings.

graduated. money, flowers and cake.

new close friend.

lifes a cycle and it revolves around others. i dislike that.

Play sausage! Who has the longest?

2004-06-13T01:33:28Z

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